Jeg savner ham 💛 I would know him in any lifetime. Souls don’t meet by accident. It’s amazing how quickly someone can become one of your favorite people. In 2023, a pretty cool guy unexpectedly came into my life. I’ll tell everyone about him. Little did I know how important he would end up being to me. I had no idea that you can have a connection with someone who is across the world. We connected over the silliest thing…just a movie: Monty Python and the Holy Grail.
I appreciate him because he’s so funny and charming. My face would hurt FOR DAYS from laughing about our absurd conversations. We could talk about anything and nothing, serious as well as extremely juvenile, all within a few minutes.
I had been guarded for a long time. How he went about wanting to get to know me was the most gentle thing I’ve ever experienced. He healed the part of me broken by another man. I felt safe talking and sharing with him. Sadly, I didn’t realize how he healed me until after we unexpectedly stopped talking.
I would then start a new journey. But, if you asked me today if I would go through this journey knowing I would have to lose him, I don’t think I could say yes to that. He’s not a tradeoff.
I tend to be pretty persistent when I want good people in my life. Good people deserve to be told how good they are. I hope the people who get to interact with him every day know just how lucky they are. My life has felt a little incomplete without him in it. I can’t change that. I have wanted to tell him what he did for me. I want to thank him. He’s one of my soulmates. I will always be grateful to him for what he did for me.
Some connections are too real to forget. Some people leave your life, but somehow never leave the places they created inside your heart. Some people love you in ways you never find twice. He’ll never know what he did for me so all I can do is put it out into the universe — I love and miss him, and I thank him with everything I have in me. I keep a tight hold on my daydreams and wishes, that one day he and I will get to meet for real.
